advice!!!!!!

[CONFIDANT]

hello to all the lovely ladies of ALPHA KAPPA ALPHA and fellow SISTERFRIENDS, i am new to the forum but ive read several post, a lot of them were old so forgive me if i bring up old topics i just need a "new" and more personal perspective.

PLEASE FORGIVE THE LENGTH, ITS A FIRST TIME THING AND ILL TRY TO NEVERRR DO IT AGAIN KAY!!


i know for a FACT that AKA is in my heart, i have a notebook full of AKA "stuff" (i.e. history, faqs) in it and i am preparing my self to the best of my ability. dont get me wrong though right now school is number one because i am a new freshmen who should have done much better 1st semester, anyway, i convinced my boyfriend to pledge aphia, and he is (will be crossing in april), i got him in with the fraternity through a member i used to talk to! ive been hereing a lot of crazy talk that just because he is an alpha and i am his girlfriend that people will atomatically think i want to be an AKA (which is true). how can i be discreet with all this hoopla going on, but thats not it, okay... since middle school i have had the nickname PRETTYNPINK or PIP, when i got to college i realized that it was a line name for AKAs, people start telling me i should drop the nickname (thats y my name here is now confidant) its cool but its hard when literally everything i own is pink (literally!) all the gifts i get is pink, family and friends associate everything that has to do with me with pink. when im on campus and i have pink on from head to toe, i am always afraid to approach an AKA to let her know i am interested, i actually find myself trying to dodge them so they wont remember my face with all pink on esp. for when my boyfriend crosses. i cannot afford to change my whole wordrob(?) and apt. just to satisfy this, even though i plan to gradually get out of pink because im "big girl now" :-)! what should i do? also i put an interest form in at the student life office and i realized after i turned it in that my email address is prettynpinkpip, i havent gotten a response back yet do u think it offends them?