I think I finally did it!!! Talked to Asshole Boy last night.... His job offer in Dallas will most likely come through next week, and he will be moving. He said everything else up there is already set (I assume by this he meant the girl), he just needs the offer.
But, the best part.... When he told me that I felt.... NOTHING!!! It was the most amazing thing to realize that I am OK with him leaving and with him being with someone else. I officially DON'T want to be with him anymore.
(The fact that I have realized just how I feel for someone else may have something to do with it.
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