I'm sad

sairose · #1 06-01-2004, 01:03 PM

Has anyone else read this thread?

http://forums.greekchat.com/gcforums...threadid=46135

For those who don't know...Im bipolar. Though, I'm on meds and I do quite well, and these days you wouldn't even know I have it. But this thread just kinda solidified some of the insecurities I have, and although it shouldn't get to me, I am totally depressed from it.

Which is weird, because I deal with my disorder really well, and it doesn't usually get me down that I have this. But I have soooo many guy friends, and that's cool, and I'm ok with being single, no prob. But...every once in a while, I get weird thoughts, like that the guys I'm interested in don't want to persue anything other than a friendship because I have this condition. Maybe I'm wrong, too. I dunno.

I should also mention that I had to go w/o meds for about a week because they were late coming in, and now my body has to readjust all over again...so I'm a bit moody right now, and being a bit over sensitive.

So, thought I'd come here for some sisterly love. *sigh*

I'm so depressed.

SAISoutherngirl · #2 06-02-2004, 09:06 PM

I usually don't post much but I am sorry about what was said. As a person who has suffered from depression and someone who has held the hand of many depressed (and sometimes suicidal) friends I understand why that upset you. If someone really loves you they will be more than happy to help you deal with any issues you may have. Hugs!!

sairose · #3 06-05-2004, 07:08 PM

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Originally posted by SAISoutherngirl
I usually don't post much but I am sorry about what was said. As a person who has suffered from depression and someone who has held the hand of many depressed (and sometimes suicidal) friends I understand why that upset you. If someone really loves you they will be more than happy to help you deal with any issues you may have. Hugs!!

Hey sis, thanks a lot.

I'm ffeeling a bit better now. Where in Georgia are you from?? Because I am considering UGA for grad school.

SAISoutherngirl · #4 06-05-2004, 11:31 PM

I go to Georgia Southern (Gamma Theta)....a lot of my friends go to UGA. I wanted to go to there but b/c of medical probs I had to stay close to home. Are you a music major?

sairose · #5 06-06-2004, 12:10 AM

Yes, I am a saxophone major.

My sax teacher studied with Dr. Fischer for his masters and doctorate at UGA, and I know Fischer is an amazing musician so I am considering it for grad school.

How much do you know about the music school there? I'm trying to get as much input as possible.

SAISoutherngirl · #6 06-06-2004, 12:30 AM

My Big is a sax major! I don't know much about the music program but I am sure I could find out anything you need to know. I have some friends who are/were active in the music program but only as undergrads.

sairose · #7 06-06-2004, 12:40 AM

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Originally posted by SAISoutherngirl
My Big is a sax major! I don't know much about the music program but I am sure I could find out anything you need to know. I have some friends who are/were active in the music program but only as undergrads.

Basically, I'd just like to know how much people like the music school there, and definately anything about Dr. Fischer.

Thanks!

SAISoutherngirl · #8 06-06-2004, 12:41 AM

I will see who I can get intouch with and I will post anything i find out.