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thanks, I appreciate that post alot
but I dont feel like a member of my chapter. Its like, I dont fit. Im just one of the numbers they brought in to make a good FF Class. I cant ask my parents to pay money for something that I can tell them why Im doing it and then to that extent... I dont know what this whole fraternal brotherhood thing is about, it just seems like all im getting from this is something on my resume. Im not making friends with my brothers, because they are all close friends before Beta. I feel like the bitch, you know?
I dont know if its worth all this money when I cant even think of a reason why Im doing it, except I love what 8 guys started 166 years ago...
P.S. is beta and 'sheep' a national thing, or just my school?
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