[janetgriselle]

Have you looked into finding a local Beta Sigma Phi chapter? I know you discussed being part of an online sorority, but what might help you to become more content with your Beta Sigma Phi experience, might be to attend some meetings. I live in Dallas and we have some really active chapters of Beta Sigma Phi! They're women of all ages having socials, meeting and volunteering. I think a lot of what you get out of it is what you put in!

I also want to reiterate what everyone else has said, find fulfillment in other things! What about getting involved in sports-related stuff too? My alma mater had a student section club where you'd attend home and away sporting events together, especially football games, and coordinate colors and go out to eat afterwards. It made for some awesome bonding experiences. There are so many ways to get involved, don't give up