Jhawkalum,
I appreciate your efforts to cheer me up, but I honestly don't see the point in continuing. This is my last semester. Even though I have been enrolled full-time in the past, I never will be again. (Unless I pursue a 2nd bachelor's degree, which is two years away at best.)
I'm sorry, I think my time would be better spent elsewhere. This was a nice dream, but that's all it is. A dream. It's not and will never be reality.