Thank you both for your thoughtful responses. Truthfully, my heart is shattered. I am on a rant about the Two Great Commandments these days, more than ever in the past. Having a very hard time practicing Buddhist principles and loving these three young men, because I absolutely despise what they are doing. Damn, it is hard to love your neighbor as yourself. Damn. Hardest damned commandment ever.
Keep telling myself "you are not in charge". Over and over. Chanting it like a mantra.
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"One of the painful things about our time is that those who feel certainty are stupid, and those with any imagination and understanding are filled with doubt and indecision." Bertrand Russell, The Triumph of Stupidity
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