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In the interest of moving this along and getting me back to my English paper...
Prefs
Oh no... I can’t believe this is happening.
Pippi, Corduroy and Ramona
I can’t believe it. I did not get invited back to Annie or Madeline. I text my mom and we have a long, long text chat. I really feel like dropping out. I can’t believe this – Annie just seemed like the one for me and Madeline would have been perfect too, but Annie is where I belong.
I feel like I’m not being true to myself or anyone else to try to pretend that any of these others could work out. I promised that I would stay open minded and I guess now that just means that I will be open minded with the choices that have available to me, but I really just want to curl up and cry.
I guess I will go to prefs at Pippi, Ramona and Corduroy and we’ll see how it goes, I really just want to go home. I feel so stupid for thinking that they liked me. I know that people will say that they did like me, they just liked other girls more or in a different way but it still feels crappy. And I feel like I’m the only unhappy person around here. Everyone else seems to be doing fine. How is that possible?
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