I hope you feel better soon. You need to discuss an alternate course of action w/ your doctor because if you feel as if your drugs are so ineffective as to affect your behavior (hence your social life) then you need something else. That's what they're there for. BTW, are you taking Lexapro? If so, PM me. (Even if you aren't, you can PM me anyways, if you want!)
I think being on GC so much right now isn't a good thing. People will say things that in your altered state you may misconstrue and it will just exacerbate the problem. Not that we don't want you on here, but be careful what threads you join!