He did even apologize or seem apologetic for what happened that night? If he didn't, then i would say don't even give him another chance. If he asked you out, then he was into you.

He could have been having a bad day, but if he didn't seem sorry for falling asleep, checkin his voicemail, or even NOT buying popcorn, then it just seems like he's a douche.

I need you here, not there. :(

Well, I just feel like posting:

- My brother has a date sometime next week. I am kinda jealous, even though I went on 3 dates in the last 2 months.
- Three dates which did not result in a relationship because I did not feel the same way for him.
- Guy just messaged me today on MySpace. Funny how I can always tell when the upcoming message is from him...but I can usually tell who is calling me on the phone/emailing/messaging without checking, so this does not mean anything in particular.
- I do not know if this means that he does legitimate care for me as a friend and wants to stay friends, or if he is trying to woo me to try to make me fall in love with him. At least he is not stalking me- meaning that he has not sent anything to my job or tried to find out my address/phone number.
- I certainly do not feel any different than before. He was within the acceptable paraments from everything- but not an ideal match in anything.

Just rambling here.

Wait...you went on three dates and didn't exchange phone numbers?
Don't feel bad that there was no spark. You don't fall in love with your friends and you have lots in common with them. Possession of male genitalia does not a match make.

Nor does possession of the minimum requirements and decent looks within the features I find attractive. No amount of telling yourself to be grateful will result in it either.

I'm sad that today will be the last time I see him.

I should have waited to get any more details on new boy's work holiday party.

Now I have all week to stress about it.

(in an unrelated note, Prince "I Would Die 4 U" is on WYEP. WYEP is the public radio station here and they usually don't do things like this. But it makes me :). )

I've gone from not knowing whether I even want to go on a date with him to being irked that he hasn't called or texted and thinking about him all morning.

My friends, I fear that I am screwed.

I don't like you. Stop calling. We dated about 3 years ago.

Let. It. Go.

So Mr. Ivy League Engineer won $12K last night in a poker tournament.

He better be taking me to somewhere nice.

Fuckin' right!

You'll note this is exactly why I refuse to talk poker with girls . . .

The ILE is meeting my friends tonight, including my alum chum. Happy hour at the MaiTai Bar!

He's pretty awesome so far. It's been a long time since I've been this giddy.

YATTA!

I know nothing about it. And my guy doesn't play. So...yeah.

Unanimous seal of approval!